Oh my gosh…Once again I have been neglecting my little blog. No excuses, other than the fact that apparently I am consistently inconsistent. Not a quality that I am particularly proud of, but I am hoping goes along with the curious jumping around of a creative mind! That and a supreme lack of creative discipline!
I tend to follow my crazy thoughts and ideas here there and everywhere…picking up something new, following that around, while forgetting (not really forgetting…more like ignoring) those other things that caught my fancy.
And then there’s real life in there too…family & friends, busy days, lazy days & days in between, days spent traveling, days spent celebrating family milestones…
Oh my gosh…days spent Living!
There’s ups & downs…insecurities, doubt and wondering why I am writing a blog at all…Is it my own personal online journal? Well that’s pretty self-involved isn’t it?!
Okaaaaaayyyyyy…Well here’s what I know.
I am not writing to pour my heart out or make a big, beautiful statement about life.
I am not writing to impress anyone.
I am not writing to purge my soul.
I am certainly not looking for fame or fortune (I am sure there are better ways to go about that!).
I am writing just because I want to.
I like to.
I enjoy sharing my little piece of the world, as sporadic as it may be.
It is not my main objective.
It is not my job. It is not my end all, be all.
I do not need it to feel complete.
I just like doing it…
That’s it… pure & simple.
If I had painted it, no one would believe that straight line between dark & light really existed. Makes you wonder…perhaps that line in real life is more obvious than some in this world would have us believe…
Beautiful, at any rate.